Nothing is impossible with God.

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I’m typing this out right after presenting my term paper to the lecturer and you have NO idea how happy I am because I am finally freakin’ done with this subject! Ok, there is still finals for me to sit in about 3 weeks time but still, I’m freeeeeeeeeeee!!

The journey of writing and presenting the term paper was beyond hell because first, it is one of the most difficult subjects and second, the lecturer is STRICT.

Before presenting the term paper, my partner and I were damn nervous. Based on our friends’ experience who presented one/two days earlier, we could already tell that our lecturer would definitely criticize us (because our work was not complete and there’s nothing that can be done). Even our friends agreed (yeap, that’s how bad it was- stupid printer) and hence, they shared their tips and wished us good luck.

The night before the presentation was tough. I prayed and prayed to God that he would take my nervousness away and I asked for strength so that I’ll be able to handle the comments given by her. I rehearsed over and over again till I could not speak anymore. On the day of the presentation (today), surprisingly, I felt fine. Okay, the nervousness was still there but it was so little that it was weird. I continued to pray to God to guide my partner and I throughout the presentation.

And guess what? It was better than I expected! Yes, she did pinpoint certain things while we were presenting but overall, I think it was great! She even said that she likes our discussion of the term paper and that’s all that I need to hear! Hallelujah!! Also, it was very kind of her for giving us the chance to add the required things to our term paper right after presenting.

Thank you, Lord for listening to my prayers. With you, everything is possible!  And thank you to all my friends who helped us along the way. Thank you for the advices, tips, support and the encouragement<3

Luke 1:37 “For with God nothing will be impossible.”

Here is a photo of today’s presenters:)

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Love, me.

 

 

Failure=Try Harder

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Failure –  the fact of not doing something that you must do or are expected to do.

Do you know how does it feel like to work really hard on something till you shed tears, sweat and blood but in the end,…it’s just not meant to be? I have just recovered from my so called “depression” due to..uni stuff.

Sad. Upset. Depressed. Stressed. Embarrassed. Ashamed. These were literally the only feelings I had and felt the other day. The word ‘failure’ kept popping in my head. The fear of criticism was too overpowering that I felt like dying. You may think that it’s not a matter of life and death so what’s the point of crying and whining?…I have to agree to that but at times, you just can’t help it. I can’t help it.

One piece of advice given by someone made me better, well, not instantly(To that someone, if you’re reading this, FYI I do take your advice seriously lol). It goes something along this line, ” If you can’t change something, just try harder the next time”.

True, it is not the end of the world and that means I still have countless of chances and opportunities  out there  so why worry? Fear of being criticized? Just suck it up! Accept all the criticism with an open heart and hold a grudge against  I mean, deal with em’ positively! I know I can use the criticism to either  improve myself like so damn high  or kill my self-esteem and get buried 6 feet underground.

So guys, if you fail and you feel like dying, please go and eat all the junks that you can find, cry, sleep and the next morning, tell yourself to try harder!

Love, me.

 

She Saw Me Glowing.

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Hey there! I just want to share what my roommate experienced (because I need a break from studying) which happened quite some time ago. And, I don’t know whether this is scary or vice versa, but to her, it was.

One night, it was dark (duh) and we were already sleeping soundly in our hostel room. Suddenly, her phone alarm rang (she set her alarm guys haha). Of course, that woke her up and as she was going to turn it off, she saw me…lying in bed….straight as a log..BUT…she claimed that I was glowing. GLOWING. According to her, my whole body was glowing as if that I was wearing a very bright neon white outfit on that night. Due to that, she got scared and hid under the blanket (she left the alarm ringing! haha) and of course, she had to confirm what she was seeing. So she took a peek from her bed and yes, apparently, I was still glowing!

So guys, what do you think? Do you think it’s something bad? Something that I should be afraid of? Or perhaps there is a scientific explanation for it? I personally would like to believe that an angel was visiting that night and she got tired of watching me so God gave her his permission to get some Zzzzs with me:) Yeap, being optimistic here because I’m sleeping alone tonight. Roomie is out at her S.O for the night.

What’s your take on this? Would love to hear your thoughts!

Love, me.

A Friend Visiting.

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Last night, I received a call from a friend of mine and she told me that she’s thinking of coming down town for a visit. The thing is she did not confirm her idea of visiting me (day & time) and thus, I did not put too much thought into it.

Surprisingly, the very next morning aka today, she showed up with no notice, text, anything! I woke up and there she was. The fact that she decided to just turn up without acknowledging me FIRST pissed me off and did I tell you that she’s so freakin’ annoying?

I can’t do anything when she’s around. She slows me down in everything! Literally. This “wonderful” friend of mine is like a fridge magnet and guess what? I AM the fridge. She follows me e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e. lol. Not to forget, her attitude and personality, oh boy, whenever she speaks or simply does something, I am always thiiiiiiiiiiis close to losing it. Of course, at times when I can’t take it anymore, I’ll just go to my S.O and send him thousands of texts. It’s one way for me to cool myself down. Pity him but glad he understands ❤ Yeah, the pain she gives me…man, I can’t take it. It’s always hard for me to suck it up but nope, panadol saves me every.single.time. And thank God my roommate understands the situation. love you roomie<3

I have another 6 more days till this madness ends. Can’t wait for her to pack her bags and leave! So long! Bye! Sayonara! Of course, I need to prepare myself mentally and physically for her next visit (s). Yeap, she visits me EVERY month. And Yes, at this point, you can tell that her love for me is BIGGER than my currently bloated stomach.

Have a great day everyone!

Love, me.

 

Good Morning!

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Good morning you beautiful people! I had a wonderful sleep after spending the whole night trying to complete one of my term papers last night (it’s not completed YET) and today I just can’t wait to spend this glorious day by doing….or rather, continuing my assignment. Yes, this will never stop. I crave for THE day where I can sleep, or hibernate, 24/7…haha jokes! I really want to go out there and just explore new cafes, new boutiques but right now, I can just LMAO.

 

There are days where I’ll complain about life. like. a LOT. But you know what, deep inside, I am very grateful for the life I have now. Yes, it is a very stressful life. However, I am grateful and thank God for a lot of things:

  1. I am healthy.
  2. I am loved by the people that I love.
  3. My family and I are living under a roof. It may not be big, still, we have a roof!
  4. My dad is able to support me for my education. Degree fees….too expensive!
  5. Awesome best friends, friends, family members
  6. Perfectly imperfect S.O
  7. I have the opportunity to study
  8. I have all the things or resources that I need in order to study (laptop, mobile phone, textbooks etc)
  9. Clean water to drink
  10. Wonderful lecturers that are willing to help

and the list never stops…

So, basically, what I am trying to say here is, no matter how hard life brings you down, remember to look up and always count your blessings! You’ll be surprised that LIFE itself isn’t so bad after all.

Love, me.

Life of a Uni Student

 

Being a university student is fun. However, no doubt, it can be hell at times. Wait. Correction. It can be hell MOST of the time! I’m here, sitting on my bed, wrapped up in my blanket, typing this because I just need a break from all these assignments. 2 term papers due next week, a 1500 words essay on the week after that, a test this coming Friday and last but not least, 2 presentations that must …be…presented? LOL on the same week BTW

You know, I wish I had the power to stop time and what would I do when that really happens? I would SLEEP (The BEST time of the day), watch countless of videos on Youtube, work out (YES! I WOULD) and the list goes on and on. But, come on, be realistic *slaps self* Right now, I have to endure this because THIS is the life of a uni student (duh). This life is NO bed of roses (make that cheesy wedges, not roses). To be honest, I personally look up to those who can go through this while still being idk, socially active?  I know people who are VERY active in lots of things AND they still ACE the subjects they’re taking. I mean, how is that possible? Lady, nothing is impossible. Well, I’ve just answered my own question guys. wth

Gonna continue with my assignments. Or should I get myself a McChicken set first? Nah.

Love, me.